Hey Peeps! Long time no blog already perhaps i'm getting too lazy to blog! Recently many things happened in life! And many things that i did not think it will happen still happened to me and karma comes to me again was really sad and dissapointed when she's a person that she will not be...sighs. Perhaps this will help me to grow up thou..haha if i can just control my feelings and perhaps it wont hurt so much already ='( but this is life thou reality..I really wonder is there a relationship than can last for long and blissful 1 but even if there is i don't think it'll ever come to me ='[ i really loved you and gave you 100% and in return what i got is u 2 timing me..Fuck my life...hais

Its 01012011 haha first day of a fresh new year ITE next year hope i can pass my color-blindness test haha so stress now must get in to studying mood and fight for my future hehe =D had loads of fun and laughter with sam, junjie, zheng wei, kenneth, wenjie, laixing, eng joo, irena, ting and snorlax haha after the 2010 countdown to 2011 walked to suntec with sam, junjie, laixing, zhengwei, kenneth, laixing, engjoo and wenjie haha its a long walk around 1hr+ than reach marina mac they go eat there after that go suntec convention hall de starbucks outside sit play itouch talk talk and i smoked with kenneth haha than noticed 1 drunk bangala there slping in a super model posture haha damn funny than after that around 5+am security come ask us the bangala slp there how long liao we say we dunno haha so funny the security guard take pic of the bangala hehe so fking funny sia

hey peeps!! time to blog again hahaz so sian pass 3 days slept at PiPi's hse thx 鸭鸭 for cooking for me hahaz really sry to make u pissed off at times x>X psps and ps to Alson haha so shag recently and dunno y every time sleep memories will haunt u derhx x.X haiz sian sia every night thou can hug pooh pooh slp haiz now blog till here first ba time to find more music liao lolz!!!

bloggy time!! ~^^ at jiejie hse now haha ton at her hse for almost 2 days liao haha so sian sia nth do searching for music to hear...damn shag now sia gastric pain again ><>T all paikia T.T i am a guud boy boy neh lolz!! haha freaking miss Jubeat and Maxtune haha hand veri itchy now...no longer thinking bout her niao only memories nia no more pain or what liao so perhaps I have really let go this time and move on liao haha hope its true haha N-levels in 2wks time liao jy all my friends and gans!!! haha GAMBATTE!!!! haha almost rot at jiejie derhx hse now haha so sian sia i so miss arcade T.T hand itchy to play jubeat and maxtune now T.T can anyone spon me money play jubeat ma T.T haha jkjk damn sian sia now missing jubeat every single min. i want play jubeat In The Name Of Love T.T huixin still own me 1 game of pool wonder when can go play pool with her haha since its free!!! lolz hahaz so sian now got 2 stalkers behind me stalking me blog haha btr end my post here in case kena wheck by 2 stalkers hahaz!! TaTa till nxt time hahaz :)

Hey peeps time to blog again haha today damn tired to sch first period jiu geog so fucked up than mrs poh lesson like so sian almost slp than after that eng lesson ms mastura come in give use math paper do...damn sian after that recess...nth much happen thou than after that F&N knockout lesson for me lolz hear ms ong talk until i stare whiteboard sleep than kena scold lolz her lesson so sian sia after that 2nd recess smsed jie haha she choing audi for fp like mad sia haha than after that english lesson do math until physics lesson lolz lucky zainel let us go early than all knn call me smoker...as if i got smoke lorz i so gud boy lorz haha haiz...its be like 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8...days and i still can't forget her haiz...i need to let go soon...hope the pain will numb soon...haiz missing her now....haiz y am i thinking bout her sia...so tired now...dun wanna fight with her anymore haiz...she happy jiu hao liao lolz...haiz

haiz time to blog again...to peeps that wonder i recently keep blogging its juz to hlp me relief some load ba..haiz today wake up forgotten that me and her over liao than almost smsed her baby...than after that almost late for school haiz...so fucked up...than go sch liao told weihan what happen cause he 1 know that kip say me...bloody fucker...haiz i tot i can let go of this feeling for her but its so hard...haix than kip sms to her by accident cause 1 sent to huixin than her name below than press 2 fast than jiu sent liao so fucked up...haiz missing her like her haiz....at least she still dunno the feeling for her is still quite strong haiz...can't sleep recently...keep worring and thinking bout her haiz...mayb think to much liao...so sry for nt letting go now....haiz if time cause juz reverse mayb i will try to keep her and nt juz lose her like that haiz...anyway its over liao...haiz than huixin keep say patch with her....even elaine also like that say haiz....fuck my life sia....love is a lie....haiz and i'm starting to drown liao haiz....

hey peep time to blogg again liaoz....juz changed my blogskins and added the music player...sry if the song sucks...its based on how i'm feeling recently..haiz...ytd nite go ton with bel again liao haiz than she call her stead along damn sian sia...than i dunno do what jiu call Eugene come pei me...haiz feeling damn down recently and now...haiz after so many day the feeling is still there...haiz missdieyou babygal..haiz damn shag...Mayb must listen to Eugene ba...haiz now the only thing tat keep is in contact is i own her de $40...mayb after pay liao i should try to let go ba haiz...feeling still there and it stings hard...haiz...hope she last long with her stead...